Cold Spring, NY. 2018
“What is meant to be, will be. After winter, must come spring. Change, it comes eventually.” – Lauryn Hill
I’m so ready for it. I feel ready for a lot of changes. Especially now that I’m sitting still. The fast-paced life I was experiencing, moving from country to country has come to create a greater sense of stillness within.
I went hiking on Sunday. Left the city scene, to become engulfed in nature. I needed that. It was a dose of medicine. The feeling I have right now can be metaphorically compared to a caterpillar. I’m in a place where something is happening, I feel a shift coming – but I don’t really know how or in what way things will change. My hike through the trails, up the rocks, walking swiftly pass the trees, I would see caterpillars every few feet. They were symbolic of my stage of life. I am getting ready for a transformation. Some people would confuse a time like this for the end of something; complete darkness and uncertainty. I’m more hopeful. I can feel a beginning of something new about to occur. I feel ready for whatever it is. I can see myself embracing the new experiences and giving my all, doing my best, and showering each moment with an abundance of love and appreciation. I’m in my caterpillar phase, and I don’t feel worried at all. I’m just going through it. I am in the moment. Always. Feeling appreciative. Feeling grateful. When I reached the top of the hill, I felt so free, like a butterfly. Whatever is coming, just know, I’m ready to fly.
“What if that change you’re avoiding is the one that gives you wings?”
“A season of loneliness and isolation is when the caterpillar gets its wings. Remember that, next time you feel alone.”
“Just when the caterpillar thought her life was over, she began to fly.”
“I wonder if the caterpillars know they’re gonna fly some day, or they just start building a cocoon and are like, ‘why am I doing this?’”
“We delight in the beauty of the butterfly, but rarely admit the changes it has gone through to achieve that beauty.”
“There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it’s going to be a butterfly.”
“Life is a balance of holding on and letting go.”
“Your time as a caterpillar has expired. Your wings are ready.”
“Within you is the power to rise above any situation or struggle, and transform into the brightest, strongest, version of you ever.”
“How does one become a butterfly?” she asked. You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar.”
“Trust the process.”
“Like a butterfly, I am growing and changing and finding my true colors in life.”